August 27, 2015

I got a blood test on Tuesday and the results were excellent! I needed them to be 150-200 and they were almost 600! So I am still pregnant! It was a huge relief and we felt really good about things. Now I have been bleeding and cramping everyday since and it really scares me. It is so hard to stay confident when my body is giving me so many reasons to doubt... I talked to my doctors office again and they reassured me this can happen and as long as my levels are going up that things are good. We are pretty sure that the progesterone I have had to take is causing the bleeding. I am just supposed to continue to take it east, pray and keep faith hope and trust that Heavenly Father will take care of us. It has been very trying for me to keep faith but I am blessed with an amazing man and two beautiful awesome little girls who all have more faith in their little fingers than I do in my whole being. I could not get thru this trial without the three of them. They seem to never doubt, and their faith helps mine grow everyday. I really hope that everything is ok and that in nine months we will be bringing a baby home to our family. I have faith that Heavenly Father knows me, He knows my hearth and He knows what is best for me. I really do know that Satan tries to fill me with doubt but I need to be better at doubting my doubts before I doubt my faith. Blood test Monday! Fingers crossed!