August 22, 2015

Yesterday was quite the day! I turned 29! I'm Old! We also got huge news... I took my 2nd beta blood test and the levels tripled!!! I'm pregnant!!! I think that I am still kind of in shock or something cause I cannot believe it! It's surreal. We have waited for over three years for this and have gone thru quite the emotional roller coaster of ups and major downs, and injections and medications out the wazoo! We have finally made it! I'm pregnant! I can't say it or even write it without tearing up. It's an amazing miracle and I cannot wait to watch my belly grow and then bring another one of Heavenly Father's children into this family.
I am so grateful for this trial. How weird is it to say that? I have learned a lot thru this but mostly I have learned faith and trust in Heavenly Father's timing, we don't know why it hasn't been the right time till now, and we may not know in this life but I do know that Heavenly Father knows. I strongly believe our story will help me and others in the future, maybe my posterity, maybe I will be able to help someone who is struggling with something similar. I don't know right now, but I look forward to it. I am so happy! Still a little nervous something could still happen but I really feel that it is the time! This baby is our miracle #3! I love my 3 miracles! We are so blessed and this beautiful baby will be so loved and spoiled with kisses and 2 amazing big sisters who will love him or her unconditionally! Oh happy day! The happiest birthday ever! We are pregnant! Finally!!